i'm walking though the forest with tears in my eyes. I look back once, but only once. Fear is all around me, guilt is to. I killed him.
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The beginning



School was such a brag, nothing new ever happened. Same friends same teacher same everything! But today was different. Today my life changed forever.

"Hey Baby wats up?"
"Hello Shane. nothing just like always."
"U seem so mad, y?"
"We broke up three weeks ago! U need to let me go!"
"Never u'll always be mine!"
"Whatever!" i stalked off.


I, of course, found a different guy. I wasnt in love with Shane anymore. I was so confused in my own thoughts that i hit a door. I laid on the ground for a sec. I didnt want to get up i wanted to lay there for the rest of my life.


"Liz are you ok?" Vince asked.
"No, let me be."
"Let me guess he didnt call did he?"
"Vince let it go."
"He didnt. Liz dont beat urself up like this. He'll cal when he wants to."
"Thats a lie and you know it." i answered.
"No its not. I should know im a guy!"
"No, really? i thought u were a girl! look u're not helping!"
"Fine. see ya."



next i'm im going to hit a locker just to let ya know. BAM! what did i tell ya. I do it all the time every single day. y u ask, because im always thinking of a guy. figures right.




YESSS!!! he called me yes! i cant believe he called me! Im going to die now! im soo happy.





4 weeks later






"Liz i never liked u i only did it to get close to ur friend casey!" Shane said.
"I dont care shanse im not worried about u!"
"Leave her alone Shane she's my girl not urs." Ian said.
"Shut up i dont give a shit about u!"
"

they started fighting. "Stop it both of u stop!"

Shane pulled out a gun. everything froze. Ian kicked the gun out of his hand and it slid over to me. Shane had another gun, he was choking Ian adn i couldnt move. "Liz shoot him please! liz help me!"


I grabbed the gun and shot. He laid there in a puddle of blood. Tears slid down my face. I killed the wrong person. I killed Ian. i never shot a gun before and i cant believe i would have to at the hardest moment. I ran. Shane called after but i couldnt go back. I killed the man who wanted to marry me. What was wrong with me?




I dashed through brushes and around trees. I jumpped over streams and skipped over rocks. Then i was lost i stopped to catch my breath but i didnt know where i was. i knew in the woods but where? i couldnt see any towns or anything at all. I sat on a log and cried soo hard. I thought i was going to drouned in my on tears.




Weeks pasted and i stayed put. yes i walked around for food but i didnt want to lose my spot. if someone would find me i wanted to be somewhere at least a little open. Then i heard a sound. MY head popped up and looked around. I heard someone call my name. I looked to the right and sawwwww.....


"Ian?" i whispered.